Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Baby Ryan

Not many have experienced the loss of a child. You have such an extreme sense of joy, excitement, wonder, anxiety from the moment of conception. What are they going to be? What will they look like? How will they be? Hoping that everything is perfect, but accepting anything that may be thrown your way if it is not.
My heart is aching today as a sweet friend had to say goodbye to her 6 month old baby boy. This is the pain that no one ever wants to have to endure. How do you go on, you have to go on, but nothing will ever be the same. There is the guilt of ever smiling again or being happy. The life he was not able to live. She and her husband are an awesome couple with a profound faith in God.
I wish there was no such thing as SMA. Spinal Muscular Atrophy.
I would love for you to pray for her family as they search to keep their strength up in these next coming days, weeks, months and years. Love you girl.

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